love aint easy.

nobody said so too.

i need to loosen grip.
loosen my emotions.
i must be in control of myself, my emotions.

do all it takes.
sacrifices to make,commitments to make.

i sacrificed my frds. he did the same. but he said it out first. is he feeling painful and upset he had to do it?

but i hv never complaint about it.

but i believe i have complain abt other things before. so perhaps that's how he felt too.
terrible. suck.

i wan to be a better gf. seriously. i think i suck.

先苦后甜. as exactly as what the phrase says.


keep things simple, the way things are.
look at things the way they are and keep it simple.
loosen up and be natural.


love is unconditional.
no conditions, no terms, no fairness, no exchanges.

since i decide to love, i must give my everything, all my unconditional love.

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